Blog of Nothing

Rambling thoughts about nothing. So I'm getting married June 10th. So exciting. My mother-in-law, she runs a daycare. This is so so so much fun. All the kids, they just LOVE me. The minute I walk through the door I hear CHRIS, and then the all come and pounce on me. They are all so cute. But again I find myself drawn to the younger kids. They just have such an imagination. They are a little more fun then the older ones. All the older ones want to do is watch tv or something like that to where the younger ones constantly want you to play with them.

I'm looking at the house that I'm going to buy again tonight. But this time with both sets of parents. Mine and the In-Laws. The first time they get to meet. Afterwards we are taking them out to eat and a nice place to get to know eachother better. I'm a little nervous, but I think it will go just fine.

I have a full-time job now. I work for a Chiropractor as a massage therapist. It is by far the best job I've had yet. Even better thing...I see on average about 7 to 8 people a day. So fun. I would say in about 5 years, I should be making enough to pay everything off and maybe even start building my own home. I soooo cant wait.

Soooo...get this. I am getting a motorcycle. Not just any plain ole motorcycle though. A crotch rocket. A nice and fast one. I'm going to start out with a Buel, which is made by Harley Davidson, then I figured I could move up to a Ducatti. That is going to be a great day.

I've been feeling a little down lately. I think that its because I havent watched many movies lately. I've seen like 2 in the past month. Its a killer for me. I'm used to watching, ooo I dont know 4 to 5 per week. So I've cut back.

I'm in the middle of reading three books and writing two. I've kind have came to a stand still on both the writing and the reading. I've just been so busy with my daily life right now I havent had time to do diddly squat. Oh well I guess.

Ok well I'm going to go to lunch, I"M HUNGRY. Talk to ya all later. Adios.

An Apology

So I'm lying next to my girl and I have an epiphany. I want to make an apology to everyone I've ever done wrong to, everyone I've ever hurt, and to anyone I might have ticked off.

Starting out on my list of apologies to make:...
To -

Nichole - I'm sorry that I acted the way I did towards you when we broke up. Not sorry we broke up, just sorry about my attitude towards you. You used to be my best friend so much that you were like a sister. So in a sense I feel like I lost some family. I hope that you will one day find happiness as I have. Again I am sorry.

Aunt Cindy - I'm sorry that I etched my name into your house when I was younger. I honestly dont know what I was thinking. Again I'm sorry.

Lance - I'm sorry that when we were younger I gave you all of those bloody noses. Even if we did fight alot you were always like my brother and still are and I had no right to do that. Again I'm sorry.

Chelsey - I'm sorry that I broke your heart. I'm sorry that we arent friends. You would have been a good friend, but you just didnt realize that I didnt love you like that. Wish we could have stayed "friends." Again I'm sorry.

Mrs. Hamlet, my 5th Grade Teacher - I'm sorry for being such a hellion in your class. I honestly dont know what was going through my mind at that time. But for whatever reason it was, again I'm sorry about it.

Kid from Braum's - I'm sorry that I broke your heart also...but I'm not gay, so ummm nevermind I take back that apology.

Miss Janet, my spanish teacher - I'm sorry that I have you such a hard time in advance spanish. I just wanted a real teacher not lady that was a few years older then I am and didnt know anything about the subject. So, I might take that apology back as well....I dont know.

Miss Aly - I'm sorry that I haven't been online. My life has been hectic lately and I just havent had time. I just moved and got a new job and its just been crazy lately. I still wuv you...you can email me if you would like and we can communicate that way, or if you want my cell number email me and let me know, I'll get it to you. Again I'm sorry.

Mrs. Clair, High School Teach - I'm sorry for sleeping through your Geography class. Not only cause it was disrespectful, but because of my grade in there. You were my favorite teacher, but still, the class sucked; Again I'm sorry.

Mom - hmmm...I'm sorry for whenever I might have been a pain. I'm sorry if I ever made you cry or disappointed you. I'm happy/glad that your my mother, but sorry if I ever caused you any grief. I love you and again I'm sorry.

Telemarketor - I'm sorry that I lied to you about going and getting one of my parents when actually I went and washed the dishes with you still on the line. I'm sorry I wasted your time, I know you were just doing your job. I just didnt like you.

My Girl - Not much that I'm sorry for. Maybe for letting you go away so easily the first time. But it all worked out for the best in the end. God brought us back together. So the time just wasnt right yet. So I guess I'm not sorry for anything...yet. I am sorry for anything that I ever do in the future that makes you angry with me. I'm sorry for anything that I mess up on. I'm sorry for anything that I ever do to disappoint you. But I'm not sorry for loving you. Again I'm sorry for everything else that I ever might do in the future.

There are a few others that I would like to apologize to but I just dont really feel like it at the moment. So I guess I'm sorry for that. Adios.

New Life

I have a new life and I so love it. I have a new girlfriend soon to be wife. We are getting married June 10th. In which I get to wear the WHITE TUX I've always wanted. Yippie!! We are looking at houses which is so fun. We are getting ready to start registering for our wedding. Fun Fun! Today I got a new full time job. A Chiro in Cassville offerred me a job. I jumped on it like a 4 year old on candy. I am booked solid. People love me and I love it. It is the best job in the world. I have never been so happy.

I havent been home but maybe two to three days in the past two weeks. I've been down at my girls house. My mom is starting to miss me. So she is going to hate it when I move out in the next couple of weeks. I'm going to be moving down there seeing as how I now have a full-time job. I am flying from the nest. Feels good yet I dont like that feeling of knowing I'm going to have to be paying bills....ewww.

Ok well I was just kind of checking up seeing as how some chica I know gets on to me for not posting more often...My Bad! Sorry that its so short though, its 1 a.m. and I have to get up at 5. Hope everyone has a good week, and a Merry CHRISTMAS. Talk later, adios.

Racism

Black history month. What...black history MONTH. Whites dont have even a day, neither do the mexicans, italians, chinese, ect...Everyone that I know of nowadays wants to do away with racism. I heard an interview with Morgan Freeman the other day on the radio. He said something that I never even thought about. He was frustrated that our country has a whole month for black people. He himself thought it was stupid and he didnt want it. He said, whats the best way to stop racism....quit talking about it. Dont refer to me as a black man and I wont refer to you as a white man. Refer to me as Morgan...thats how you will defeat racism. Wonderfully put Mr. Morgan. Dont you agree?

Favorite Quotes

These are quotes that I've seen throughout my days that I just loved.

Robert Frost - Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.
Edgar Allan Poe - We loved with a love that was more than love.
Voltaire - Common sense is not so common.
Plato - Only the dead have seen the end of the war.
Socrates - The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing.
Anonymous - The conscience acceptance to guilt in the necessary murder.
Unknown - The anticipation of death is worth then death itself.
Paul Brownlow - It's true that we only live here once,but if we do it right, once is enough.
Unknown - You cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in
Zsa Zsa Gabor - I know nothing about sex, because I was always married
Anonymous - Marriage is the only war in which you sleep with the enemy.
Socrates - Close to me is Plato, but even closer to me is truth.
Me - I try my best to do what I can.

Check Up

I thought that I would let everyone know that I am still alive. I just havent been home hardly at all in the past few weeks. I've been sleeping over at my girls house. It is starting to feel like home as well. December has just been a hectic month so far. And it isnt going to get any better. There is just so much that we have planned. And we moved our wedding from November 18th to the last part of May or the first part of June. Somewhere in there. We just got too excited and couldnt wait any longer.

Its been so long since I've wrote on here I'm not sure If I told you about her ring. Its a three stone ring, little over 1 and 1/2 carats. The quality is a VS2, if you dont know what that means, its the Top of the line quality. Totally breath taking. It is a Leo Diamond which makes it even more special. It has 8 more facets the the regular diamond. I about fell over when I saw it.

So I ended up getting one of my Christmas gifts early. A watch. A nice watch at that. I accidently found out about it and instead of making me wait she just went ahead and gave it too me. I love it. I'm not big on watches, I'm very picky about what kind that I wear. But I love this one. I actually like the way it looks on me. So lets see what else is going on. Oh I'm going away again tomorrow night. My sister (to be) has her Christmas Program at school so I'm going to watch her perform. We are going to go and register soon which I just totally cant wait for. I've been looking forward to that about as much as I have the wedding. Its going to be so fun. Tomorrow I have to go Christmas shopping again, I have two more gifts to buy and then I'm done. Woo Hoo.

Oh, I dislocated my shoulder wrestling with my sister. Dont know how to explain that except say "OUCH". I've been going to a massage therapist friend of mine to have it worked on. But of course I havent quit goofing off so I dont know if it will ever get better or not. Having a sister to play with is just too much fun, I love it. Ok well its late and my eyes are getting heavy so I'm going to go. Hope all is well with everyone and if I dont write before Christmas, Merry Christmas! Adios.

True Love / Love At First Sight

Between the ages of a fetus and 16 I believed in soul-mates. I thought there to be only one person for everyone and God would eventually bring that person to you if you were just patient enough to wait. Between 16 and 18, my views changed a little on that thought. I then believed there to be many possiblities and that you can be happy with a few different people in your life.

When I was 16 I thought that I was in love. We talked about marriage and everything. I realize now that I was way to immature and young to even know what love was. That relationship didnt go well and didnt last. Now I am still great friends with her, but could never imagine myself with her. 17 came, again I thought that I was in love. I didnt date her for a while though. She had a boyfriend. Eventually we got together. But again, I was more just settling that "in love." Happy I wasnt. Now I was at times but over all...no. We dated until I was 20. We broke up once but eventually got back together. We rushed into an engagement to which we were not ready for. I felt love for her, and I believe she loved me, but true love...she wasnt and isnt mine, just as I am not hers. We broke up.

I am now with the person that I know I will be with for the rest of my life. She is my true love. She is everything that I could possibly want and so much more. Meets all my wants and needs and surpasses both. Was it love at first sight i'm not sure....I knew that I loved her fairly quick though. I dated her for a month or so a while back. I knew in about two weeks that I had feelings of "love" for her. We broke up though and that is when I decided to settle. Thankfully that relationship didnt last.

So anyways...Love at first sight. I always said that I never believed in it. But seeing as how I knew that I loved my girl so quick, I cant denounce the thought of it. Now back to my old belief of Soul-Mates...I now believe in them. I know now that I would not and could not be happy with anyone but the girl that I am with now. I thank God for bringing me to her. Amazing.

Well I hope that everyone is as happy as I am. I hope everyone is having a good day and I'll talk later, adios.