An Apology
So I'm lying next to my girl and I have an epiphany. I want to make an apology to everyone I've ever done wrong to, everyone I've ever hurt, and to anyone I might have ticked off.
Starting out on my list of apologies to make:...
To -
Nichole - I'm sorry that I acted the way I did towards you when we broke up. Not sorry we broke up, just sorry about my attitude towards you. You used to be my best friend so much that you were like a sister. So in a sense I feel like I lost some family. I hope that you will one day find happiness as I have. Again I am sorry.
Aunt Cindy - I'm sorry that I etched my name into your house when I was younger. I honestly dont know what I was thinking. Again I'm sorry.
Lance - I'm sorry that when we were younger I gave you all of those bloody noses. Even if we did fight alot you were always like my brother and still are and I had no right to do that. Again I'm sorry.
Chelsey - I'm sorry that I broke your heart. I'm sorry that we arent friends. You would have been a good friend, but you just didnt realize that I didnt love you like that. Wish we could have stayed "friends." Again I'm sorry.
Mrs. Hamlet, my 5th Grade Teacher - I'm sorry for being such a hellion in your class. I honestly dont know what was going through my mind at that time. But for whatever reason it was, again I'm sorry about it.
Kid from Braum's - I'm sorry that I broke your heart also...but I'm not gay, so ummm nevermind I take back that apology.
Miss Janet, my spanish teacher - I'm sorry that I have you such a hard time in advance spanish. I just wanted a real teacher not lady that was a few years older then I am and didnt know anything about the subject. So, I might take that apology back as well....I dont know.
Miss Aly - I'm sorry that I haven't been online. My life has been hectic lately and I just havent had time. I just moved and got a new job and its just been crazy lately. I still wuv you...you can email me if you would like and we can communicate that way, or if you want my cell number email me and let me know, I'll get it to you. Again I'm sorry.
Mrs. Clair, High School Teach - I'm sorry for sleeping through your Geography class. Not only cause it was disrespectful, but because of my grade in there. You were my favorite teacher, but still, the class sucked; Again I'm sorry.
Mom - hmmm...I'm sorry for whenever I might have been a pain. I'm sorry if I ever made you cry or disappointed you. I'm happy/glad that your my mother, but sorry if I ever caused you any grief. I love you and again I'm sorry.
Telemarketor - I'm sorry that I lied to you about going and getting one of my parents when actually I went and washed the dishes with you still on the line. I'm sorry I wasted your time, I know you were just doing your job. I just didnt like you.
My Girl - Not much that I'm sorry for. Maybe for letting you go away so easily the first time. But it all worked out for the best in the end. God brought us back together. So the time just wasnt right yet. So I guess I'm not sorry for anything...yet. I am sorry for anything that I ever do in the future that makes you angry with me. I'm sorry for anything that I mess up on. I'm sorry for anything that I ever do to disappoint you. But I'm not sorry for loving you. Again I'm sorry for everything else that I ever might do in the future.
There are a few others that I would like to apologize to but I just dont really feel like it at the moment. So I guess I'm sorry for that. Adios.
posted by Christopher at 11:27 AM
5 Comments:
I am so proud of you, and love you with all my heart!!! You have never disappointed me. (Well...I was really sad when you moved to the farm, but I understood that at that time you wanted to be with your father). Never, never, will you be without my love!!! You are so awesome and I am so thankful that God gave me such a wonderful and loving son!!! I want to tell you too that I am sorry for any hurt that I have caused you. All I want for you is to BE SAFE AND HAPPY!!! Love MOM
Chris-
Right now it is hard for me to do this but I do accept your appology. You and I have known one another for a long time. We were best friends then we ended up together. Probably something we should not have done, but things happen. I did love you dearly and do still love you but in a different way. I began to love your family as well, as much as they may hate me I do still love them all. It was hard for me at first but I dealt with it and began to realize it was for the best. When I sit here on my bed I think of some fun memories we shared. I was glad that we were friends. I still think it is very hard for me to accept your apology, but it is also hard for me to think that way you do, I feel as if I have lost part of my family. You and I were like brother and sister. I am sorry to you as well for all of the pain I caused you. I didnt mean for a lot of it to happen I really didn't. I did not realize how bad of a person I was. It is hard still to see certain things around the house or what not, but I am getting over it. I am so happy for you and for yout moving on. I am trying to do so as well. I hope that somehow we can be a little closer than we have been. But once again I am very sorry. I said things to hurt you and to make you feel bad without you knowing, but soon afte I took them back because I thought of the past and how close we were and all. Thank you for the apology I do accept it. Congratulations on the wedding. Hope you have a great life and I wish the best for you, always, and forever!!
~*Nichole*~
awwww such a sweet heart hope u got my email last week im doin ok dont worry bout not being online much i havent been on messanger for well over a week so im turning into you with out u to talk to it takes some of the enjoyment away from spending time on the computer. just to update you i have one hell of a shinner looks pretty good on me lol my eye is pretty swollen but ill live (i think, at least thats what i keep telling my self so hope you enjoyed ur christmas and i am sure you will enjoy ur new years but i will catch you later keep smiling ane tell ur mom hi since ur a pain in the ass and wont get online better yet you wont respond to my email either dont make me come beat the shit out of you when i can see half way decent!!!!!!iwu
ok lets see...to my mother, thank you. To miss Aly, oo poo..lol no I truly am sorry that I havent been online. To Nichole, I thank you for accepting my apology and I do hope that we can remain in contact, I would like it. Again thank you all.
all i am saying is that i have not been on much either ive been soooooooooo busy plus im an aunt now.................................. got the cutest nephew ever only prob is his nose is cold and wet.. ewwwwwwwwww... im ready to sell my furry lil nephew i havent slept in almost a week he cries all night and when u tell him to shut up he howels louder!!!!!!! plus he tends to pee on my foot and shoes the other one to the ones he has already chewed up ......i quit..... catch u later
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