Conscience

What makes humans different from animals? Is it feelings...no, animals have feelings thats why they cower when you yell at them. We have a conscience, we know the difference between right and wrong. Other then that I see no difference between us. A dog eats the thanksgiving turkey cause he's hungry and doesnt know any better. A serial killer kills because he doesnt care, he has no conscience. They know its wrong but they find joy in it. I dont know why I typed such a long intro when all I really wanted to say is that my conscience has flown out the window. I really dont care anymore nor think about the consequences of my actions. And even if I do think about what might happen to me, say, if I was to rob a bank (just an example) I really dont care whether or not I would get caught. I guess I just feel burnt out on life. Nothing really has importance to me. I get up go to work and then go to bed. I'm thinking about changing jobs, give me a little different view in life and I think that this is where all this is coming from. What I want to do is a contradiction to the conscience that I used to have. My body is saying go for it, get yourself a change and my mind is saying, there is some reason why you dont just jump to this new change. So I'm kind of in a state of limbo and I dont know what I want to do. Blah blah blah, boring little Christopher. Such a whinner, grow up, go get a girlfriend or a life at least.