Faded Existence

I've been wondering to myself if true love exists anymore. Yeah yeah I know what your thinking...oh poor me, its just a phase, your heart broken blah blah flipping blah. No honestly...I am beginning to quesiton the existence of true love. Now I'm not saying that love doesnt exist, cause well...love makes the world go round, or is there a big kid spinning us around like we used to spin the globe in geography class...I dont remember anymore. Anyway...I think puppy love exists. But anything higher then that I have to question. Maybe my theme is that one song, Looking for love in all the wrong places. Oh well, either way, I'm not going to be looking for love anymore. Nope...I'm done looking for it. I'm either not going to find it or it'll just come and hit me in the face one day. Either way I dont care...but for now what I've decided to focus my intention on, besides just girls in general is the size of the bank account. oooo yeah. I'm going to make an application and it they aint making over 90,000/year...well so long. Dont even send it in. I want someone who is going to support me cause from this moment on I've lost all interest in doing anything. I just want to be a stay at home movie watching bum....Sooo anyone looking for a bum give me a holler.

Ok so now what. Its six in the morning and I have yet to get to bed. I'm wide awake. I'm meeting a friend for breakfast in like an hour and a half. Then we're going to go work out. Yeah got work on these guns of mine. Muahahaha. Friends are something I've not had too many of. I had 2 my entire high school career. I have a couple that I consider good friends but they live so far off that I rarely to never see them which sucks. But recently I have aquired two really good friends that actually live in my town. Its kinda cool we all just kind of clicked. We call each other all throughout the day and will talk about our problems at the moment or just make fun of each other...you know whatever feels right at the time.

Ohhh, so I finally gave in tonight and went to wal-mart at one in the morning to get some ice-cream. mmmm it was so delicious. I got three different kinds and I ate some of each. My mom got a new job which I believe her to be all excited about YAY! I am going to hopefully maybe if possible be getting a new job soon, unless of course my sugar mama comes to my rescue here soon.

I've found a new addiction and I really dont understand why its an addiction cause I dont know anything about it nor do I know how to work it, but myspace.com. I finally got what they call a myspace. I believe it to be retarded, but I have one. Wooo hooo. Ok well seeing as how I'm really bored and running out of things to talk about, I'm going to go for now. Hope everyone has a wonderful day. Oh and if you get the chance to watch Dane Cook's Vicious Circle....holy cow...do it...I laughed so hard my stomach is killing me. Adios.