Happy! Happy! Happy!

So if you cant tell I'm a little happy. There is just so much that I want to say, but I dont know where to start. I guess I should start out by saying, "thank you mom." I'm sorry that I ever doubted her. Funny how a 20 year old thinks he knows better then his own mother. If I only would have listened things would have been easier. But I have learned a lesson.

If my past relationship, I got to the point where I "thought" that I was happy. I talked to my mom and I told her that I was going to propose. She thought that I wasnt "happy" like I should be and that I was just settling. I assured her that I wasnt. Yeah, see there, I was wrong. Moms know best people. I was just settling. But I know now that my past relationships have showed me who I want/need to be with. They have given me character and for that I appreciate them and would not take them back.

I find it amazing. You always hear others talk about how, when you know, you know. Talking about when you find the "ONE" you're going to know its them. I never thought that it was possible to actually know 100%. But I can honestly say that I know in my heart that I am going to marry this girl. 5,000% sure about it. She is what I have dreamed about since I was a little kid. She loves me for who I am and not what she wants me to be. She looks at my heart before she looks at my features. It all just seems like a dream, and I guess that it is, a Dream that has come true.

So with that said, I want to say to those who have not found the "ONE", trust me...be patient, pray, pray, pray, they'll come. I want to say I love you mom and thank you. And I want to say, I Love you God and thank you.